Becoming Belle Knox (Part 5): Knowing when to Quit Porn (WARNING: GRAPHIC)

"While they promise them liberty, they themselves are slaves of corruption; for by whom a person is overcome, by him also he is brought into bondage.
2 Peter 2:19

[Author's Note: Part 1 here, Part 2 here, Part 3 here, Part 4 here]

The final installment of the documentary series, this entry deals with some of the dangers Miriam deals with working in the industry.  She doesn't show any of the false bravado and "no regrets" attitude we've seen in previous episode.  Before watching, this website warns readers that this video is, BY FAR, the most graphic in the series (and the others weren't exactly subtle):



Highlights:

• "A lot of shit in my life has been ruined because of sex."

• "A lot of my family doesn't fucking talk to me anymore."

• "I lost my best freinds because I joined the sex industry and decided to become a Porn Star."

• "Being in the sex industry has a way of making you very cynical and very bitter....and I feel like I've become a bit cynical and a bit bitter."

• "I'm always on the lookout for scammers and people trying to pimp me out or traffic me."
• Author's Note: Think about that.

•  "If you work too much or have sex with guys with big dicks all the time, you get tears in your vagina."
• Author's Note: Again, just think about that.

• It's not 20 minutes, one and done; you're having sex for HOURS on end.

• One time, had to "work with" a 50 year old dude and "I felt like crying the whole time."

• "I miss my Mom and Dad so much right now."